met jason and weizhong at je mac. went je library. before that i saw diyana! haha. okays. we went up to the fourth level and saw xinli, weihan and a girl whom i forgotten her name ;x tingwei, zhengway, jiayong and leonard were there too. xinyi came later. they were having some interview on mass com i think.

well. i did my essay there and went through relative velocity. yups i had two essays to rush. im left with one now, which was the report writing. at around six. we went down to the cafe. i bought chocolate truffle! yumm yumm. i love chocolates! xP then lianhong, zhenguang, reyner and jiting came. we went fer dinna at kfc. everyone left after that. so left zhenguang and me. we shopped around and went to IMM. hehs.

i saw paitoon's mum! haha. i started missing didi. ): oh wells. we went GIANT. hahaha. shopped fer food? and altogether it cost $34. LOL. pro. and we waited fer shuttle bus. shant go into details.

not a bad day thou. im going out with my tuition teacher tomorrow. haha. she wants to catch a movie. but i dont think theres nice movie =/ blah. i have to continue with my essay. cyarrs. =D

yesterday had a play. i acted as the drug addict. i love my role! yes. im a crazy, hyper girl who was mentally insane. wells. i was once in a drama group so it wasn't that tough fer me. =P then jason called me at night. i found my primary school mate - ho chee wee! yes its him! didnt know that he's jason's tuition friend. what a small world. hehs. wanna see him soon =x im so glad that he still can remember me.

i had a bad day today, really. i rushed back home right after school. chowfei came to my house later at around three. he came to help me update my com and some stuffs. the chair which i was sitting on suddenly 'PIANG'. pai liaos. pai liaos! the wood broke. omgg. fortunately, i was not injured. then chowfei thought can update my mirc file. so he downloaded a new version fer me. but who knows. the mirc script of mine was... gone?! there's some left still but i dont know why. it cant connect to the mirc. wah lan eh. qi si wo le! im not going to use irc fer long alreadys. as fer msn. almost gone too. it seems that whatever i do today, everything just goes wrong. wth. then i complained everything to chengbo ;x its really a bad day. i postponed my piano lessons cause im exhausted. i need sleep. BUT. my computer kept giving me troubles. so yeah. i didnt manage to sleep. what is this. im really tired. ahh. i feel like screaming. i need him. but hes not there anymore. i seem to be very dependent on him. but i cant. i need to depend on myself. -screams-

i miss euu. i really do. ):

cant really remember what has happened over the week. lack of sleep too )): my sister has been using my com during the weekdays so i only have the time on weekends. yeapps. met zhen yesterday and shopped around jp. saw a girl whom i saw during that sp experience. it was a coincidence. haha. she couldnt remember me at all. what a small world. =D and i was like trying to tell her what i saw that time. 'you are with a guy right.' and she asked me not to misunderstand her cause her someone else was there. oooops! xP later we met up with andrew and gang. took piccs. it was the worst machine i took. it was so laggy! haha. then we went to meet up with my parents at jurong west. =D

had dinna. my favourite dishes =x then we went to search for hp cus my mum lost her hp. zhen did a great help. wells. didnt manage to buy the phone in the end cause my mum wanted silver x430. haha. headed to westmall too. ayee. i shant go into details.

as fer today! went to mac to study as usual with geokhong. i saw bibi! she was jex right beside me. haha. its been a year since i last met her? what a coincidence. she's jex right at my left. and guess what. i saw my schoolmate who was sitting on my right. and geokhong knew bibi. and geokhong saw her prisch friend on her left too. lols! what a small world. xP

had tuition jex now. i was feeling lethargic. hehese. going out with my tuition cher fer a movie next saturday i suppose. wheee. im gonna watch windstruck again. yeah i dont mind cause its simply great! =D alright. i shall go to sleep. school's tomorrow ): my homework was left undone. gee. nvms. oh yarrs. and i started writing my story. nobody understands this. only one person is supposed to read it once i finished writing. you bet. =P

sat fer amaths mock prelims paper A today. another screwed up one. i left quite a lot of blanks! eeww. i cant afford to score less than b3. i must confess that my amaths is deproving. yeah i need to buck up! oh wells. i am actually. jex finished studying three chapters of chemistry - electrolysis, rate of reaction and chemical energy. plus a little bit of organic acids. gonna watch the O.C later. ill update again as soon as possible. muackks. ((:

school was boring. BORING! especially during ss lessons, i fell asleep man! before i fell asleep, i was thinking whether i should tell him to change his subject cause it was absolutely crap. and i slept for fifteen minutes until.... 'eh marilyn. wake up!'. i got a shock and i saw people looking at me. LOL. how nice =/ and i asked jialin who's sleeping other than me. theres lots mann! wahahhaa. damn fun. =x but im like the main actress like that. everyone puts the blame on me -.-" especially zh. he kept mentioning about my sleeptime which made me feel irritated. i wasnt the only one sleeping what. besides. mr tan's classes also sleep during his lessons. last year classes also. this year was no exception. i even had a nap once i reached home. i supposed to wake up at 6pm! yet i woke up at 7.30pm. lucky ying dear called me or else im gonna sleep till donno what time =/

EL prelim oral tomorrow! omg omgg. im not gonna panick. but i can sense it. blahblah. bye.

had maths common test early in the morning. hell. its screwed up. borderline pass. surely gonna get another scolding or whatsoever from him again. =/ then later, we did flag day. supposing to go along with my classmates but ended up with jinhong kor, alan and calvin. we headed to lido and started asking people to donate. we went our separate ways. i shall mention a little experience which i had gained. theres one ang moh who donated all his coins to me. haha. it gave me a big help mans. and he's damn nice lors. hehes. another ang moh.. though he didnt donate, when i said thank you. he replied 'thank you'. its just a little achievement which made me smile. then i came across two koreans. so i spoke korean to them and they ignored me! grrs. why mans. cause normally koreans will reply you when you greet them. perhaps its in singapore. think so =/

went fer lunch at scotts road. then headed to heeren cus wanna buy roxy wallet. in the end i didnt. i changed my mind. xP so i kept bugging alan to take neos. i bugged him non-stop. and i said im gonna kneel down and cry. i really cried, but it was tears from my sensitive eyes. LOL. then he got totally silent fer 40mins after that lors. and i thought he was really angry with me. he didnt speak a word in the train at all. and i was pathetically apologising to him fer 40mins?!! its only when we reached school. he told me he was acting all along, pulling my leg. agagshdansdanasc! i was hopping mad mans. kor and calvin kept laughing at me cause they already knew about it. -.-" and i went complaining to reyner how mad i was. =\ but at least i feel good cause i didnt make him angry so theres no need for me to feel guilty =P

headed to jurong point and met up with my ex-seniors. haha. walked around and took bus to alicia's house. her house damn big! woahh. and i love her room. the terrace houses at westwood are really nice. haha. and met her dog, dexter! at first he kept barking at me. but then okk. i brought him out fer a stroll. haha. very interesting. he always stopped at each tree, except fer a particular tree which has the police thingy on it. i wonder why. lols. then had bbq. that weiwang ah. %Q%#$ kept bullying me! when im talking to jolene he also must talk. then when starting the fire kept making me. come out from ns abit crazy liaos. hahaha. but then he's very funny. LOL. had a very sumptuous meal. theres lobster! but i didnt eat much. urmms. we took a lot of pictures and videos. ng here and there till very tired. went to playground and played bubbles/catchin. later. we played a game. forfeit would be vodka 40%. im the unlucky one. i kanna the most. almost every alternate turns. =/ but at least im sober enough. hahaha.

took a cab back with chowfei then he sent me back. yeaps im still online now. but got to go. cause baby kept asking me to sleep. and i told him im sleeping at one. right. see im so obedient. lalalas. alright. had to go and sleep already. from tomorrow onwards will be study and sleep. wont be online during weekdays. baby dont seem to believe but i think i'll prove it mans! yeah. trust me kaes. =P and must miss me! -grins-

i feel so energetic today cause i slept at nine yesterday night. lols. was feeling really lethargic. usually sleeps at 11-12 and now, its 9. moohhaas. cant believe i can get into sleep so early either. oh wells. had amaths test and physics test this morning. damnit. im so careless! fer amaths test, i calculated wrongly. as fer physics, i did not continue writing my answers?! wthh. =/ ms salinah was very angry at us today. she flared up. we didnt speak a word. shes always smiling and joking so its like everybody got a shock out of it. =\ right after school, had ss course. super interestinn! yeah! discussed about north korea - the restricted country? LOL! im so curious about north korea and kept asking questions. lalalas. im so interested. muahahas =\\\

as fer my injury, its recovering. =P ive been wearing slippers fer a week! whee. how great =x i hate wearing shoes to school. oh yahs. theres school bands performing at botanic garden this sunday. wonderinn if i should go? ive been pretty busy these few days. ahh. =\\\ prelims arriving. theres mocks too. my schedule is sooo tight. urgh. oh wells. at least im still relaxing. aint gonna be so stressed up. esp my dear juan ah. dont get so stressed up ah. -heartpain-

yeah and i wore slippers to school today! my slippers are shining brightly! =P hrmms. hafta wear it tomorrow again until the wound recovers. and its raining cats and dogs. had a little difficulties on my way back home.

surprisingly, dad was at home when i reached home. hehs. i think he had some time-off or something. he cooked me soup! yummiee. and started doing physics. im still left with english and maths. that sucks. but at least i have a book with me. the vampire chronicles! whee its interesting. vampiress.. lols. reminds me of nottie baby. hahaha. fell asleep during chemistry test this afternoon too. =/

wells. i think i wont update much often as i do. cant always play the computer right. hahaha. so yeah. i suppose my daily routine will be study and teevee. im now doing my english homework - 1200 action words. it kills! urgh. asri is helping me with two topics. hahas. and sherm too. he offered five topics! LOL. hes gonna suffer with me. lalalas. sorry baby xP wells. whoever chatting with me today, they'll be the unlucky ones. hohoo. but yeah, they got a choice. dont really want to trouble them anyway.

yeah and i wore slippers to school today! my slippers are shining brightly! =P hrmms. hafta wear it tomorrow again until the wound recovers. and its raining cats and dogs. had a little difficulties on my way back home.

surprisingly, dad was at home when i reached home. hehs. i think he had some time-off or something. he cooked me soup! yummiee. and started doing physics. im still left with english and maths. that sucks. but at least i have a book with me. the vampire chronicles! whee its interesting. vampiress.. lols. reminds me of nottie baby. hahaha. fell asleep during chemistry test this afternoon too. =/

wells. i think i wont update much often as i do. cant always play the computer right. hahaha. so yeah. i suppose my daily routine will be study and teevee. im now doing my english homework - 1200 action words. it kills! urgh. asri is helping me with two topics. hahas. and sherm too. he offered five topics! LOL. hes gonna suffer with me. lalalas. sorry baby xP wells. whoever chatting with me today, they'll be the unlucky ones. hohoo. but yeah, they got a choice. dont really want to trouble them anyway.

watched teevee once i reached home. peachgirl! yayy! wah lan eh. how i wished i can slap that guy. hahas. i love the show mans. but i prolly gonna miss the next episode due to CIP. hmms. headed to jurong point at two. in the bus, there was this small boy. when he talked, he kept pointing his middle finger man! wahahas. and im sure that he didnt know what that signify. but he's cuteee! wahhaas. im still jealous! baby said he saw cuter kids and pretty girl. grrrrs. -bites- well. i brought four bucks only. had macs fer lunch. gotta know a new senior x) basically, we did nothing productive. supposing to catch a movie or something, but ended up with nothing. i dont mind watching windstruck again you know. im just short of money )): saw a pair of pink sunglasses! ahh i want it! grrs. shopped around with zhen darling. hehes. went back home at five.

did emaths paper2. it was incompleted. rahh. shall complete everything by tomorrow. oh yarrs. daddy won some money. whee. and i dont have to save money for the sunglasses alreadys! and im gonna buy lots of things! yays! hahas. oh wells. not gonna spend every of his money. gotta save some due to some reasons. xP oh btws. would like to thank jeremy, that monkey butt, fer helping me out today. and nyit shen, helping me with my website though its still under construction.

during EL lessons, my class did not manage to complete our hw. so we were asked to stay back to complete it. we had to go science centre and guess what. ms lee told us to come back to school after the show. wth. so i completed it during her lessons. i think she knew.. heck it.

we watched 'grand canyon'. haha. funny show. its better than the past omnimax show ive watched. then had lessons there. oh wells. went back with juan. heh. i was dead tired and i lied on her shoulder sleeping =p

later in the evening, met up with benedict and pearly jie. then zhenguang, jason, jinhong, lianhong, weisiong, jiting and calvin came. we watched the movie, 'windstruck', except fer jie and benedict who went to watch mean girls. wahhaa. fer me its super duper nice. at the beginning was DAMN FUNNY. i kept laughing like mad. at the centre part was quite scary and exciting. and the last part. whee. cried like crazy. =x tears flowing non-stop! like water tap like that ;x and i kept wiping my tears. then i asked such a question. 'eh why my jacket wet wet one!' then jason said, 'cause u kept wiping yer tears on it!' omgg. i was totally unaware of it. haha. damn touching. cried until my eyes all red! after that we had our dinner or should i say supper. talked talked. headed to the pasar malam! we played 'zero gravity'! aiyoos. heart attack mann! choy =x i could not feel anything, as theres no gravity at all? feeling damn weak when the machine was spinning. and when its over, i began walking like a drunkard?!! oh wells. not a bad dayy. hahaha. =P

school was boring. i slept during most of the lessons. i was quite active during ss. mwahahas. many of us did not manage to complete our homework. so we tried to bargain with him. hoho. i bargained the most x; but it was hella fun. oh wells. at least i felt much better. had physics practical in the afternoon. i was informed that i got caught due to some nonsensical reasons. ms salinah is going to help me. ah its about my pony tails. xP i shant talk much about it thens.

im feeling really cold right now. wearing a sweater and hugging my pillow tightly. i dont feel well, physically. ive been thinking quite a lot lately. used to be very dependent on him yet now it seems like things have changed. perhaps im not used to the life without him being there for me. marilynn ah. you got to learn to be independent. shrugs.

went back into the room after eating. started dancing! wahahas. we tried breakdance! fun fun. ;x took pics when im trying out breakdance too. but it's like so blurred! the pics were funny la. and i enjoyed a lot. hehees.

till around nine. jason, zhenguang and i went to cheers to buy drinks. -skip- went back home after a few mins time. lizhen's brother drove us back. hehs. the two of us damn pathetic. we did not speak. we typed it in our hp. cus her mum was there ;x im so dead tired now. but wanna watch soccer later on. shrugs.

after watching teevee - peachgirl, rushed to town. met up with my mum at mango taka first. bought lots of clothes! all orange! orangee! then took a bus to ps. i was damn blardy late. saw shan there with her satay thingy! met up with dc, vera, ying, anthea, alex quek, nigel, ezra, rust and gladys darling! actually meeting adi but neva. walked to cine -.-" i took a bus there and walked back in the end. how pathetic ;\ then they went play kpool. saw selwyn and may! buddyy! =P

tomorrow's going chalet. tiredd! im so dead. i wonder wheres that vampire now. drinking blood? LOLS.

then went arcade. met up with the rest after that. stoned there fer a little while and went back home. xP tmr's Os chinese listening. gonna dig my ear!! x.X

the starting of the day, three periods of chemistry and followed by four periods of maths. chemistry was weirdo. he taught macromolecules and all of a sudden he asked us to go down the lab and do practical?!!! we got stunned. =/ then got three thick stacks of notes. its killing us. but not bad lah. it helps anyway. =\

today's my dearest di birthday! happy but sad. i know he's always beside us, bless us. i love him always. xP met up with darrick, libing, yvonne, winnie, weiwen etc. auntie bought us kfc meal. then saw dobby! he's like barking and barking non stop =| then winnie took a bus back with me. we were talking all the way, almost cried. some sensitive matters thou.. yea. then lianhong said he saw us?! lols. after mei alighted, we were using hand signs and MUACK! LOL. some of the passengers in the bus were looking at me. bwahahs. great minds think alike! whee. i love mei.

oh yea. managed to finish my physics. im left with the word of the week test?! its a test for the whole entire school! i scored badly for the previous one. cant afford to do badly again. hell. but i dont know which words i have to learn. blah. better start learning. -p0of-